Salam Lebaran

To all my dear Muslim Friends,

Selamt Hari Raya and Eid Mubarak! Besok da raya! WeeeWeee!! Hehehehehe! Semoga ikatan di antara kita akan kekal sebegini sepanjang hayat.. Sekiranya ada tersilap kata mintak ampun banyak banyak ye. Tak sabar besok nak papar kan baju raya ku yang baru! Aisey!! Salamz Y'all! Akan kita ketemu lagi di sepanjang bulan syawal ini... Muaaaaccckkks!

To my family,

Tomorrow confirm rumah dibanjiri dengan tangisan air mata confirm akan mencurah curah! With barrels of love!!

To Mohammed,

Sayang! Dah raya!! Tak sabar nak jumpe awak raya nanti! Dah nak dekat seminggu tak tengok muke awak... By the way, kirim salam semua pat rumah yang tengah stress dengan hiasan rumah... So cute! Hugs and Kisses!

My Last Moment

Today was my last day at World of Sports. I never imagined today would turn out to be emotional day for me instead. The shop flooded with tears. Candy, Jean, Violet, B.J and Mak who was having his day off we are so bonded and i couldn't bear to leave them. I could even cry now thinking of what had just happened earlier.

I miss doing for almost every single thing there. So tomorrow is hari raya and brought kueh-kuek, serondeng, lontong, rendang and chicken sambal to work for some feast before i left the place...

Jean whom i know since last year is a tough woman and I was shocked to see her in tears just now... Oh God! I'm tearing now...

How could i evenr forget the place. That was like my first job ever and i was and still am in love with it. All thanks to my friend Syahid... well recently we talk again.. things starting to cool off...

Anyway, to TPY WOS Team.... I love you guys so much! And i sure will come back next year... For one last time...

TPY WOS Team: Violet, Jean, Mak, Candy, B.J and David (Lao)

Firasat - Beautiful Lyrics

Kemarin Kulihat Awan Membentuk Wajahmu
desah Angin Meniupkan Namamu
tubuhku Terpaku

semalam Bulan Sabit Melengkungkan Senyummu
tabur Bintang Serupa Kilau Auramu
aku Pun Sadari, Ku Segera Berlari

Cepat Pulang
cepat Kembali, Jangan Pergi Lagi
firasatku Ingin Kau Tuk Cepat Pulang
cepat Kembali, Jangan Pergi Lagi

alirnya Bagai Sungai Yang Mendamba Samudera
ku Tahu Pasti Kemanakan Ku Bermuara
semoga Ada Waktu, Sayangku

ku Percaya Alam Pun Berbahasa
ada Makna Di Balik Semua Pertanda
firasat Ini Rasa Rindukah Atau Kah Hanya Bayang
aku Tak Peduli, Ku Terus Berlari

dan Lihatlah Sayang
hujan Terus Membasahi
seolah Turun Air Mata

P.S: The most beautiful lyrics you could ever ask for by Marcell

The Search for Baju Kurung

Ni baru petang! Lom lagi malam! Confirm JamPack!

Tiga beranak take train to geylang! Jenuh my legs! Dad was on his was on his way to geylang from work! I seriously need a seat! Mama anggun selalu!

Sempat camwhore! I can still remember how confused we were in search for our baju kurung!

The hunt for takoyaki begins!

We got tayoyucks instead! Tasted so horrible!

But, your fasting will not be complete kalau tak gaya kan baju kurung baru beli!

Fiwitt! Jambu sey!!! Pretty nye! Ehemmm... Thanks semue... no need to say!

Salam Puasa Y'all!

Salam Puase Semue!!! Alhamdulillah... pejam celik pejam celik ('open, close, open, close eyes' for readers of different race) raya dah nak dekat ye... I'm so happy i manage to fast every single day except for the first three days! Uff!

So, im working now until next week, 29th September... that is one of the reason why i hardly blog or update it for so long! Now that im so awake, why not!!

My house is fully furnished! Baru lah ade semangat nak raya ni! Wuhuuuuuu! My dress code for hari raya... of course la baju kurung! Tak kan lah gown! Light yellow tau! Cool kan! I've never worn yellow before for hari raya as far as i can remember... The best part... Mohammed pun yellow! Hehehehehe!

Aku........... Hmmmm... Ngantuk (Sleepy) la! I go sleep first eh... Nanti senang senang tulis lagi....

p.s: to all yang dapat card raya!! Syukur Alhamdulillah card sampai dengan selamat nye... ade yang tak reti reti bile aku suruh check post box... menjawab tu lagi ade! Nite Y'all

Salam Sayang,
Suria

Research On Men's Silence (Mohammed)

Which i can never understand it until just now. So, im a bit off today... im trying to be like mohammed. Keep things to myself and not say how i was feeling towards him today. Gosh! That was like the hardest thing to... It kept me thinking the whole day.. How on earth he is able to do that every single day?! That was absolutely ridiculous!

Ok ok, people might just go... Oh no, not again Sue! Lovey dovey stuff... Ok no! This time im clearing my doubts on him and to understand him better... i mean, i understand him so much now.. but you know a little more better... if you know what i mean....

I did a research on why men love to hide or keep their feelings and emotions unlike women... Ok, i guess if any guy is reading this... they might just roll their eyes... Ok, if my mohammed keep on saying.. 'I was born like this' over and over again... That doesn't help me even a single bit... In fact, i will suffer with doubts..

Too much of a talking... Urgh Sue! Focus! Ok, there were so many related sources... but this one i like the best:

Secret # 1: Men express their feelings through action more than through words.

When your boyfriend has a bunch of flowers delivered to your office, it’s his way of saying that he’s thinking about you. When a relatively new beau plans for a long weekend that you two can go together next summer - it’s his way of saying that he plans to stick around for a long time. When he has your car sent to the mechanic for an engine check-up, its means that he cares a lot about your safety. The cliché actions speak louder than words applies when it comes to men’s feelings.

So instead of waiting for an undying declaration of love - look for those little and grand gestures which show rather than tell you how he feels.

Secret # 2: Men are reluctant to talk because they’re afraid of saying something wrong.

Admit it -almost every woman feels like she can give Oprah a run for her money as a talk show host. This is exactly what men are intimidated with. For the most part, men feel that if they open up about their feelings, women will put on their ‘psyche’ mode. They feel that saying the wrong thing will put them in a lot of trouble -that’s why they clam up. Giving them some a lot of leeway in this area is always a good idea.

Secret # 3: It’s a neurological thing.

Without the basic physical and psychological differences between men and women, relationships would not be as exciting. Life would never be the same without experiencing the joys of falling in love and suffering the pains of a breakup.

Now, when it comes to talking about feelings, the culprit is the Corpus Callosum, the part of the brain which connects the left and right brain hemisphere. Let’s not go into the scientific stuff here -but the gist is that this part of the brain is larger in women than men. The result is that women can think and feel at the same time -while men naturally separate their feelings from what they are thinking. This creates their reluctance to talk about all that mushy stuff that women love to hash out.

Well, i fully understand him now... Hehehehehe! So cool!!

Ok, So i've seen all this in mohammed before and seriously, i felt so much better after reading this... Secret #3 i like it the best! You know the part where it says that it has got something to do with our brain helped me so much! I mean, i have no idea how does it work and it is so scientific which somehow, i felt that was just it! I'm doubt-free!!!

And by the way, maybe im a little out-dated but there is this book to recommend women who still wonder why men don't pour their feelings to them. It is the 'Why Men Don't Listen and Women Can't Read Maps' By Allan and Barbara Pease. Gotta go to the library tomorrow!! Dozing off now!

Courtesy from: http://allwomenstalk.com/top-secrets-why-men-dont-talk-about-their-feelings/

Solution - Refresh!

Ok, this might sound really pathetic! So, i did say in my tag board that i just found out about the stats function for my blog... Funny thing was, the first time when i added it in my layout, it was shown there '1 hit'. Seriously, it was seriously pathetic to see just a '1' there instead of 3 to 5 digit! I could kill for it! That '1' just got me so irritated and bothered and embarrassed!

And the next day.... Walaaa.....!!! I found a solution to actually increase the number of hits! Well... i just need to refresh my web browser!!! Hehehehe! I know... i know... too smart huh... Biase je tu...

So, now im going to keep on refreshing it again!

Losing Weight

Never easy. Trust me. Oh God! The thought of waking up in the morning for a jog, never seem to work! I am just too lazy to even drag myself out of the bed! God knows! I bought dumbells.. and gym ball.. Never even make use of any!

So, now aku telah bertekad, untuk mencabar kemalasan ini! Next morning, i can confirm!!! Jog tewoooosss! Bile lagi kalau bukan sekarang.... Kau nak jadi gemuk macam....

Ei! Cakap pasal gemuk ni... I was watching the news earlier, there's this baby, he was like what? 11 months? but weigh as old as an 8 year old kid! Let me see whether i can get a photo of him.... Tadaaa!!!

Now, this is what they called the MICHELIN BABY! CUTE! Ya allah, jangan la anak aku jadi ginik... ni confirm susah nak jalan!!!

http://www.nbc11.com/news/17334810/detail.html

Confessions of Sue

Family:

I love my parents and i definitely cannot leave without them... wherever i go, with friends or mohammed... they are always there in my mind... im so attached to them that at times, im so scared to even get married or even getting engage! It gives the creep out of me! i love them, i love them! you know.. everytime when i think about my parents, i can definitely cry instantly...

My sister, we quarreled and argued but if you are reading this, i want you to know how i love and care so much for you... i never got the chance to tell you how i feel coz we never open up with each other before... do you know, everytime you leave the house for work... i will definitely worry about how the people at your workplace are treating you... good or bad... i never like the feeling... i hate it whenever anybody makes her cry or even hurt her...
These days, i hardly see you at home... you are so busy working until i forgot when was the last time we spent our time together! But few days back i had fun! we helped dad with his wallpaper... we watched tv together... we danced! i feel so lonely at home now...

But thank god, mom and dad are they to keep me company by watching hindi movies at home together! so sweet!

Love:

Sayang, you understand me so much... and i know no one knows me better than you do... not even myself. Honestly, of all the people i've met, mohammed is the only person whom i know loves me so much without even he having to tell me each and everyday how he feels towards me... His silence says it all...

I know and i realised that the reason we quarelled, it all started because of me. Because sayang, i didn't get the attention i need from a boyfriend.. Just the attention i get from him is really... 10% from what i expected from him... it hurts me at times, but i've learnt to accept him for who he is... love you wak! i don't believe in a perfect guy but, i do believe that he is the one for me....

Friends:

Well, honestly, i really miss spending time with yuko, shalini and sobrie... we were so close when we were in ite. But since poly, we hardly see each other and even having to spend time with each other will definitely be the hardest thing ever.
Guys, if you're reading this, i can even cry thinking of you... i miss those days when we struggle together. The good and bad times we had... we pushed our way through poly coz that was what we struggle to achieve for... Remember the crap i always crap about! all of us would definitely laughed to tear! Sasa! Sasa! Sasasasasa.... hehehehheeh! i wanna see you guys so badly... im going to cry now... so im going to divert my attention to....

Sharul my friend, you've been through a lot for these past few days... and weeks i must say... i must applaud you for you have been very tough girl... if i were to be in your shoes, i guess i might just walk off... but you were strong enough and i know you still are... while typing, i just got your msg and you guys are back again! again and again! hehehehe! so happy for you.... but the challenge you gotta face after this gonna be tough and let me advise you, that 3 times a week is just enough for you... trust me!
wanna know something, initially, i never thought sharul and i can never be good friends... just normal friends..d. but in fact now we are close budds... :)

Others gonna laugh at me if i say this... at times i miss those times i spent with an ex-friend of mine... so yeah... don't wanna say much la... heartache!

Tree-Top Walk

CANCELLED! I was so eager to go but unfortunately our dear sharul was having diarrhea (is that how you spell it?). Anyway, because she had briyani and dalca! My god!! I've packed my stuff the night before and this! Yeah, i was kinda upset because i was already up for it.

I don't i seriously wanna go and make i'll go! Girls, we need to set another date again! Please!! :)