Exams + Love Messages = So Motivational!

Ok, done with audit and tax. Waiting patiently for afa to end tomorrow and I am done wtih common test. Projects... projects... projects... do you still call it a holiday when you're so stuck with projects everywhere. 4 major projects people... 4!! Goodness! This will definitely be my last projects ever! After that I am so done with poly and school days... The good old days... kan sharul.

Anyway, I know whatever I am going to say next is so cliche but I just want you to know, that the messages i got from Mohammed today, were so motivating liao...

Im so sorry but the messages he sent were so sweet!! Like.. you know... like.. like... u know.. he's so sweet... like... I so into him... you know (how a typical bimbo would say it) hehehehe!

Anyway, calling for sharul bahriah... calling for sharul bahriah (FBing and Twitting beside me) we should go and do afa now!!

Just Random

Mohammed had his bicycle competition today and he won!! Woohoo!! So happy for you awak! I just knew it!!

Anyway, I'm in a deep stress now, not knowing what to do. I should have studied during my weekends but decided to do what I've wanted to do since the last one week, clean, organise the house. Play and do some editing for my blog which took hours for me to finalise on the theme for my blog and now, all I wanna do is to sleep. Dozing off later, and tmr i'll be attending 'dialogue in the dark'. Tell you more bout that tmr ok.

Goodnite, sweet dreams, sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite. Well, just in case if you have one :)

Love You, Sharul..

Ok, when I saw the private no. on my cell, I knew that would be her. I was thinking twice of even answering the phone. But like i expected the question she would ask. Girl, you're my BFF and everything about you, I accept it whole-heartedly. At times, when my feelings are hurt, I could work on it myself but when it went over the limit, all I wanted to do is to stay away from you. I'm sorry I didn't share this with you, coz I can't bear to see you get hurt because of me.

But we talked earlier, I know she'll understand. It's never about her being selfish, but she's just used to it, I know. She knows me too well too, that she knew the reason for my pain. I love you, Sharul...

Nonsense In The Morning

Far from what I expected. I'm tolerating everything from her, she'll never change, I did inform her once about her action towards me which I was once not happy about and now this? it's been a week but I guess last friday it got worst the only thing I wanna do is to stay away from getting hurt everytime, it sucks really. You can sense when people don't appreciate you. Everything you do is basically for nothing. I don't expect anything in return at all, but respect. Oh God! Istighfar, istighfar, istighfar...

Deep Down Under

I thought i got over it since years ago but it seems like the memories are still there. Like it used to be. Time flies really fast and at times I'm still in tears. Those moments I had was beautiful like no one can ever imagine. I know I should let everything go but parts of it still lies within me. I once used to be lucky but I know now I am more lucky than ever now, however new memories still can't replace them...