Mommy's Birthday Outing

Well, common test is just around the corner. Missing Mohammed as always. Today is mom's birthday yippie! After this im having girls outing with mom! Shopping! Well, ok not really... I gotta save some. I have so many things in my head that I really need to buy. But I am just not too sure whether are they really necessary for me. God!

Im in class now doing well Business Computing Application. I am just looking at the clock. Seriously, can't wait to get out of the building. Should I watch movie today or shouldn't I?

Well, I didn't call Mohammed

That Would Be The Last Thing

Hectic and hectic! Or is it just me being plain lazy delaying things later and later. Im hating myself for that. Well, im in depress these days. Mohammed well he really need to work hard on gaining my trust back on him. I don't have the confidence in him like I used to after all that happened. We've known each other for long and I really well have so many dreams with him. I have no idea how long this will last. But I really pray had for this to last forever. I can sense his love for me. In fact, I know he loves me more than I do. You'll just know you see...
What he did was the biggest mistake ever and that would the last thing any girl would ever want in their love life. Seriously, trust me.
Now, getting back to school work and crossing my fingers that I'll do well...

So In Love!

I am so in love with him until today eventhough after what had happened. I know he loves me so much too even more than I do. But I still don't get it why is he doing it. But he really admitted it and answer me honestly. Which I clearly know that everything came from his heart.

I forgave him willingly but it's so hard for me. I don't feel secure.

We Run The Masquerade!

Whenever I think about what happened at MASQUERADE, it was really amusing! Hehe! We tried so many things and making fool of ourselves. It was so cool! I've never been to such places before so it was really interesting to tried out stuff I've never once had in my life. The shop owner well, i guess a bit frustrated coz we tried stuff but didn't return it to where it supposed to be place at. Who cares! To have fun matters the most. There was this one time we tried clothes in the 80's. Super hilarious!

We had lunch at BK and took a bus to Little India and walked all the way to MUSTAFA CENTRE because my dear sister wanted to buy a foundation there because it's cheaper there! But hell no im going there again from Little India! God knows how it felt. Our legs hurt so bad. It was really tiring but we had fun really. We had drinks before we went to our respective homes. We had to. The journey was long and it was Saturday and the crowd was really bad at Serangoon. Those who have been there know exactly what I mean.

Happy Belated Birthday Sue!

Hah! It was my birthday 2 days ago, 16 November 2007. Well not really looking forward in turning 21 years old! So old! And old enough to make decision myself! Hehe! Well not really looking at how my parents who are so used in making decisions for me... I don't think it will be too soon for me to even do that. Well, I wa shower with gifts! Sort of and celebrated twice. With my best buddies and my family. It was fun though! But I really felt emotional at both occasions. Im turning 21 for God's sake! No more kiddy kiddy! A key to freedom..

Mohammed(a special man in my life) gave me a SOLVIL TITUS watch! I am so in love with it! His parents chose it for me of course! The funny part he really had a hard time getting me one! One confused guy. Yuko(my bff) gave me ROXY slippers which I already used it and dirty it! I can't help it's in white and pink! A friend of her, Sue, well it was really sweet of her to give me a set of foot lotion, BODY SHOP people! Oh yeah my cousin(Kak Nana, getting married in a month's time and my cool cousin of them all) gave me body shower set, once again BODY SHOP people! (clapping hands). Dad's the best!!! A CANON digital camera!!!!! What the hell!! I was really happy! I can't take my eyes of it, even now! My aunt(Along) gave something cute, a small cute little pot with a cover, gold in colour to put all my little little stuff in. So sweet!

I, Nur Suriani, would like to thank all of you who wished me and for the gifts on my special day. I really do appreciate that so bad and I am so out of words.. Thanks y'all!

I'm Back!

It seemed so long since i wrote in this blog but here I am once again!! Boo! Hehe! I've learnt a lot of things in this past few months since August. Guess what?! During my holiday I actually worked as a temporary full-time staff as a sales assistant. It was really a wonderful experience and never regret it in any way! People there were so nice and made me feel at home whenever I am at work. I made friends with a lot of wonderful people. It was fun really. And I learnt so much about working experience which makes me feel so mature these days and appreciate things with my very own money. I really do look forward to working there during my next 2 months holiday... But one thing that I really missed when I worked was my family. I didnt get time at all to spent with my family and I did feel that they felt that I was a bit distant. Now school reopened here comes the assignments, projects, schoolmates and of course, I'll be seeing the school building most of the days! Seriously, not looking forward to this... :(

Backpain, Love & Stress?

I must say as I gets older each and every second, it hurts really badly. Back pain, Exams are there and God! Trust me no one would ever wanna wish for that.

Introducing...

Me, life's really hectic and work loads just killing me each and everytime. If only I am free from work and stress free throughout my whole life. I guess everyone would wish for that... It sucks to know that there's no such thing as 'free'. No hard work, no pay offs. Im tired and thought i could express myself with someone but that someone is not here at the very moment and therefore, i created this. Why 'Life Before The Aisle'? I've plans for my future but i leave everything in God's hands. We make plans but He will decide. As for now I've plans in my head but Im just not too sure whether it will work. Im just plain lazy and I don't blame fate for that. God! Please light up my life and show me the right move and help me settle down with my future fast! Amin.